Thursday, June 9, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Persistent ailments
Ahhh. traces of procrastination.
Jotting mental notes. Compiling it. Materializing them.
Ahh. I'm in Law Library. Too much activities in my mind. Reflections. Self-condemnation. Self evaluation. Self-righteous. Organic chemistry. Calculations. Alternate hypothesis. Freedom. ahh
The big day is near but I'll rock on the big day.
Consistency is indeed a virtue, for it makes or breaks.
Have been bogged down by fatigue the past few days.
Oh God, I surrender my desires into Your hands.Booyea!!
"Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men."
Colossians 3:23
Jotting mental notes. Compiling it. Materializing them.
Ahh. I'm in Law Library. Too much activities in my mind. Reflections. Self-condemnation. Self evaluation. Self-righteous. Organic chemistry. Calculations. Alternate hypothesis. Freedom. ahh
The big day is near but I'll rock on the big day.
Consistency is indeed a virtue, for it makes or breaks.
Have been bogged down by fatigue the past few days.
My attention level is almost zero. Stinks, when you so badly need to study.
Oh God, I surrender my desires into Your hands.Booyea!!
"Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men."
Colossians 3:23
Thursday, March 31, 2011
BOO
Gotta be a man with PRINCIPLEs
Not a man with words and has no actions into it that utterly carries no meaning at all.
Working consistently for 4 weeks seem to pay off a little bit. Exhausting, Mentally drained.
All of these comes to a point where you are actually sick of studying.
Just can't seem to focus very much.
To a certain point I even feel depressed,to think that I know my stuff. but that was not very helpful as well.Sigh.
ONLY week 5 of school.
Perhaps again being a mediocre has been always and always been very demanding.
LORD I yearn for your grace and mercy.
Depending on your strength
Psalm 145:3
"Great is the LORD and most worthy of praise;
his greatness no one can fathom"
Not a man with words and has no actions into it that utterly carries no meaning at all.
Working consistently for 4 weeks seem to pay off a little bit. Exhausting, Mentally drained.
All of these comes to a point where you are actually sick of studying.
Just can't seem to focus very much.
To a certain point I even feel depressed,to think that I know my stuff. but that was not very helpful as well.Sigh.
ONLY week 5 of school.
Perhaps again being a mediocre has been always and always been very demanding.
LORD I yearn for your grace and mercy.
Depending on your strength
Psalm 145:3
"Great is the LORD and most worthy of praise;
his greatness no one can fathom"
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Pluggin' IN
Being back to study in Brisbane has been like being caught in a draft, churning an at exhausting pace.Its been three weeks only and I carp much about it. Perhaps being a mediocre always has been very demanding.Lol.
Lifegroup time, Sisters time, Meeting people etc. Very addictive, and though you may feel at times you wanna cry out that the pace you are picking is so friggin’ slow, the loveliness back here in Brissie softens that longs within you and you continue being brushed away by the hurricane of activities, but ENJOYING IT ALL THE SAME TIME. Thats why. Life goes on.
Enjoy Life.
It is almost like you yearn for exhaustion. AHH what irony LOL
Lifegroup time, Sisters time, Meeting people etc. Very addictive, and though you may feel at times you wanna cry out that the pace you are picking is so friggin’ slow, the loveliness back here in Brissie softens that longs within you and you continue being brushed away by the hurricane of activities, but ENJOYING IT ALL THE SAME TIME. Thats why. Life goes on.
Enjoy Life.
It is almost like you yearn for exhaustion. AHH what irony LOL
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Holding Nothing Back
So Refreshing yet I do still struggle.
A new environment yet I still carp about petty things.
If is God-given opportunity, why would I waste it. Be thankful. Don't let things get in your way. Why should I fear when I believe God will help me to make the most of what is mine.
I'm so alive right now. Thank You Yesus
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Self-Evaluation.
Its been two months since i last blog. Couldn’t find the time to do it. After a scorching time of appraising myself of what i have done the last year of 2010. I’ ve really thanked God for all the many things He has done for me and the many friends that edifies me to make me a much more better person. I guess =-=.LOL
Getting on top of the world in everything. The best grades. The best university. The best brand. The best guitar.
Anything you can name it with the word best in it. Getting the limelight.Attention. Status.
Staggering much.
I thought getting in a better university would quench all my satisfaction. I used to have the mentality of getting the best of the best would actually give me these nice emotions but dispersed off after a bit. One thing I learned is that as we seek him, even with our filthy lives, God molds and breaks us. There was a stage of time that I’m still struggling with all these emotions, part of me was broken and I’m evenly depressed. For His grace is sufficient, I’m going through these torrid times of self searching and try to evaluate my main motives, I believe that God sees the heart and the desire to live for Him. Going to the best university is not wrong at all. Going to the best university with the wrong motives are way far apart of the previous statement. Through all these predicament albeit to all my wrong motives, i finally realised that God is in total control no matter WHAT. God already has my next job all set up and planned out for me. All i have to do is simply wait for His timing to bring it to me. This is where I have to learn how to have complete faith in the Lord to do all of this for me. It is a wake-up call for me. Right now I have two choices of going to uni. It is a matter of staying back the same uni or transferring my credits to another. Lord, help me to be a wiser person so i can make fairly good enough decisions in future.Amen laaa =D
Results, spiritual milestone, popularity, and self-condemnation for inflating myself. All of these words have been quoted to me before through messages and sermons.
Before i even go to Australia to study, I’m not even sure of going because I always say i study for God. A very typical answer from a confused Christian like me for that period of time. Sometimes i feel my life has been dedicated to the pursuit of my best capabilities and academically, living the boundary between living and studying for God and just living like one piece of nuisance just to get myself satisfied or perhaps pride or maybe self-righteousness. I wondered of all these has consumed me. If i really do, today you won’t even see me speaking to you. I'll be loitering around spouting nonsense to people LOL
Speaking about serving in a church. My desire of playing the guitar never fades but it seems that i always have the wrong intention of playing. FAME. SPOTLIGHTS. COOL. I thanked God for not choosing to play the guitar for church. The music was superbly fantastic in the church i’m attending and it makes me wanna play more merely of the pure and corny reason =MUSIC. I believe I got so much to discover.A hand I could lend another. That’s why i’m serving as an usher. It really brings out my personality. I really do felt that way in a good way.
With eyes open wide. Mean all that it can.I don't need a sign to actually to be wakened, I just need to begin. Life is short and quickly passing by, seasons are really changing from time to time, i rweally believe God will help me to make the most of what is mine.
The year 2011. IT will be a fruitful one and the many years to come. BOOYEA!!
Getting on top of the world in everything. The best grades. The best university. The best brand. The best guitar.
Anything you can name it with the word best in it. Getting the limelight.Attention. Status.
Staggering much.
I thought getting in a better university would quench all my satisfaction. I used to have the mentality of getting the best of the best would actually give me these nice emotions but dispersed off after a bit. One thing I learned is that as we seek him, even with our filthy lives, God molds and breaks us. There was a stage of time that I’m still struggling with all these emotions, part of me was broken and I’m evenly depressed. For His grace is sufficient, I’m going through these torrid times of self searching and try to evaluate my main motives, I believe that God sees the heart and the desire to live for Him. Going to the best university is not wrong at all. Going to the best university with the wrong motives are way far apart of the previous statement. Through all these predicament albeit to all my wrong motives, i finally realised that God is in total control no matter WHAT. God already has my next job all set up and planned out for me. All i have to do is simply wait for His timing to bring it to me. This is where I have to learn how to have complete faith in the Lord to do all of this for me. It is a wake-up call for me. Right now I have two choices of going to uni. It is a matter of staying back the same uni or transferring my credits to another. Lord, help me to be a wiser person so i can make fairly good enough decisions in future.Amen laaa =D
Results, spiritual milestone, popularity, and self-condemnation for inflating myself. All of these words have been quoted to me before through messages and sermons.
Before i even go to Australia to study, I’m not even sure of going because I always say i study for God. A very typical answer from a confused Christian like me for that period of time. Sometimes i feel my life has been dedicated to the pursuit of my best capabilities and academically, living the boundary between living and studying for God and just living like one piece of nuisance just to get myself satisfied or perhaps pride or maybe self-righteousness. I wondered of all these has consumed me. If i really do, today you won’t even see me speaking to you. I'll be loitering around spouting nonsense to people LOL
Speaking about serving in a church. My desire of playing the guitar never fades but it seems that i always have the wrong intention of playing. FAME. SPOTLIGHTS. COOL. I thanked God for not choosing to play the guitar for church. The music was superbly fantastic in the church i’m attending and it makes me wanna play more merely of the pure and corny reason =MUSIC. I believe I got so much to discover.A hand I could lend another. That’s why i’m serving as an usher. It really brings out my personality. I really do felt that way in a good way.
With eyes open wide. Mean all that it can.I don't need a sign to actually to be wakened, I just need to begin. Life is short and quickly passing by, seasons are really changing from time to time, i rweally believe God will help me to make the most of what is mine.
The year 2011. IT will be a fruitful one and the many years to come. BOOYEA!!
Thursday, November 18, 2010
DOne
I'm done for this second semester.
80th celebration
THE FAITHFUL album launching this Sunday. CANT WAITT!
Going Witsundays next week
Then back to mahh home sweet homeee. PENANG
Life has never been so good
80th celebration
THE FAITHFUL album launching this Sunday. CANT WAITT!
Going Witsundays next week
Then back to mahh home sweet homeee. PENANG
Life has never been so good
Sunday, November 14, 2010
My beloved
Lord you are Immanuel.
When i feel alone, I remember You are with me.
John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
He again gives strength to the weary.
Last paper. Endurance. Strength. Peace. All I'm asking for. Amen
Love this song =D
When i feel alone, I remember You are with me.
John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
He again gives strength to the weary.
Last paper. Endurance. Strength. Peace. All I'm asking for. Amen
Love this song =D
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
BLESSED
These are gifts from mah relations here back in BRisssie. THANKEW so muchhhh
Toy Story Birthday card. hahaha so cutee
Gift card. Also so cute
100 DOLLARS to SPENDDDDD .woohoooo=D
Looks like real guitar eh.
Came out as a fly swapper. Kill flies .bahahaha cutee
Exams this week. Next week. and next two weeks. Four more to go This week has felt like a month. Tonight will feel like a year. LAME =_=
He gives strength to the weary.
Exams this week. Next week. and next two weeks. Four more to go This week has felt like a month. Tonight will feel like a year. LAME =_=
Pushing on, pressing in.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
WE =D
This song makes me happy all the time. my ITUNES says i play for 46 times.LOL.
Meaningful and sOOO NICEEEEE =D
WEEEEEEEEE lalalalalallala
WEEEEEEEEEE lalalalalallalala
lalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaalalalalalalala
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
WE LIVE
Life is such a gift
So how does the story end?
Well this is your story and it all depends
So don't let it become true
Get out and do what we were meant to do
-Superchick-
REMEMBER to live and to LOVE
So how does the story end?
Well this is your story and it all depends
So don't let it become true
Get out and do what we were meant to do
-Superchick-
REMEMBER to live and to LOVE
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
THURS day
"If you only laugh and enjoy life when your problems are all solved, you'll never enjoy life."- Rick Warren -
Let the pictures do the talkinggg baybehh. All of these have been taken since the arrival of my mummy and papa.=D
Once my parents came. wahhh so many cans of tuna and sardinesss.AYAM BRAND
I literally din know there's so many types of tuna. noticed it says green curry LOL. My dad bought each different types. WHOAAAA
Sardine fishh
BAhahaa i find this picture rather peculiar though. My sister took it. I really wondered what are they discussing. teeehheeee
WHOA. THREE musketeers
MOM and DAD
hahaa i thought this was OBABI but it turns out to be an 8 instead of a B .LOL
adventurous siaaaaa =D
HOKKIENN MEEEEEE
HO CHIAKKKK!!!!!!
DUM DAM DUMMMM DAMMMMM DUMMMM
Let the pictures do the talkinggg baybehh. All of these have been taken since the arrival of my mummy and papa.=D
DUM DAM DUMMMM DAMMMMM DUMMMM
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
WEDNES day 20.10.2010
"Stop asking God to bless what you're doing. Get involved in what God is doing -- because it's already blessed." =D
Bono,U2
Ahhhh mummy and papa here in brissie right now. They cooked hokkien mee WAHHHhh.
I wonder what food wil be served in heaven.
I reckon it will be a multicultural dining kitchen food which will consists definitely nasi kandar inside. bahahahaa Imagination running wilddd.fail. Or maybe we would not get hungry at all in heaven. teeheeeeee
Old back injury. Pain siaaa.
Glad all my assignments are done. A relieve.
Finals in another two weeks. ADD oil ADD oil.
Bono,U2
Ahhhh mummy and papa here in brissie right now. They cooked hokkien mee WAHHHhh.
I wonder what food wil be served in heaven.
I reckon it will be a multicultural dining kitchen food which will consists definitely nasi kandar inside. bahahahaa Imagination running wilddd.fail. Or maybe we would not get hungry at all in heaven. teeheeeeee
Old back injury. Pain siaaa.
Glad all my assignments are done. A relieve.
Finals in another two weeks. ADD oil ADD oil.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
MON day
Seasons aren’t governed by clocks and calendars.
Seasons are governed by revelations and truths.
-Israel Houghton
Seasons are governed by revelations and truths.
-Israel Houghton
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
FILL Me
In this period of time, give me the peace and the strength O GOD until the very last day of my examinations. Really need it, LORD. Amen. ADD OIL ADD OILLLLL =D
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10.10.10 . 10.10PM LOVE
read up this passage again about LOVE in the bible and really credit more about it
Maturity is the way of LOVE.
LOVE does not boast. I heart this much.
Not jealous at all.Not rude at all.Not proud at all
There is no fear in LOVE.
It does not charm in evil but delights in the truth.
1 Cor 13:13
In a word, there are three things that last forever:
Faith, hope, and LOVE;
But the greatest of them all is LOVE.
The word LOVE is indeed a prominent word but most often LOVE is confused with infatuation that elated 'high feeling' when we 'fall in love' hahaa faill muchhh " i love you la" din message you.' don wanna love you alreadyy' whatheckkk XD
Sometimes i can be very corny when thinking about LOVE. I often asked myself what if someone ask me to define what is LOVE. I would be like UH uh UH. Don't knoww. At least now I'm not blur blurr anymore.bahaaa
My definition of LOVE is as to be devoted to one another deeply in brotherly LOVE and to offer hospitality to one another without grumbling and to submit to each others authority because LOVE coves a whole load of sins.A multitude of them.=D
Was scrolling down my inbox and found out a verse sent by a friend back in Penang. A very special friend indeed. Thanks!!!
1 Timothy 4:12
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
I believe all of these are humanly impossible but by His grace and mercy achieved
When there is love. There is forgiveness. Amen.
Monday, October 4, 2010
October month
Super uber duper cool. OCTOBER. Every year I've always felt that October is a really cool month. Cool name OCtoBER. LOL lame
Moreton Island was fantastic. My first time snorkeling.First time up close with dolphins and turtles. Wished that i could see a whole whale splashing bum bam in the water. bahahaa
CHELSEA beaten Arsenal.woooohoooo.Thought it was a good game. NAHHH who caressss
Happy Birthday MEL!=D
My mum and my daddy are coming this week!!yea!!
I've got my new ipod nano multi-touch screen. I got it cheap. That's why i bought it =D
New birthday shoessss!!ASICS boast boastttt.XD HOw i love my shoes so much. I literally took off my shoes when it is raining and walked home bare footedddd. FAILL muchh
One more month to go till sem 2 finishing.
Then 2 more weeks to finishing exams.
Then 2 more weeks to go back Penang. gg
Then 2 more days to start my internship. gg
Then 3 more months to nasi kandaring. GG
Cheersss~~~Cheersss
Moreton Island was fantastic. My first time snorkeling.First time up close with dolphins and turtles. Wished that i could see a whole whale splashing bum bam in the water. bahahaa
CHELSEA beaten Arsenal.woooohoooo.Thought it was a good game. NAHHH who caressss
Happy Birthday MEL!=D
My mum and my daddy are coming this week!!yea!!
I've got my new ipod nano multi-touch screen. I got it cheap. That's why i bought it =D
New birthday shoessss!!ASICS boast boastttt.XD HOw i love my shoes so much. I literally took off my shoes when it is raining and walked home bare footedddd. FAILL muchh
One more month to go till sem 2 finishing.
Then 2 more weeks to finishing exams.
Then 2 more weeks to go back Penang. gg
Then 2 more days to start my internship. gg
Then 3 more months to nasi kandaring. GG
Cheersss~~~Cheersss
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Bush WaLK
BUSHWALKKK has been so exciting. I seriously forgot what we actually did during our trip. So let the pictures to the talking. bhahaaa. A few picturesss only..Camera no batt again . Epic FAIL
Pictures are lame. I couldn't take nice pictures like anywhere cause it is just trees and logs. JUST TREES and LOGS. Of course the scenery was amazing but it was just GREEN everywhere. JUST GREEN. champion =D
a group picture. Not all though cause the rest got toilet. FAIL XD
Potong steammmm XD
All the fuhney fuhneyyy namesss
Arsenal fans just like to pose.bahahaa jk jk
Before going to the trip. LOOK at all the pigs sleeping hahaaa
ZZZzzzZZZ
So comfortable ZZzzzZZZzzzzZzz
BAHAhahahahaa
GREEN. JUST GREEN
All in all, the trip was enjoyable with all the cool people, funny people and awesome people.
I thank God for that. Contrary to popular belief, God has given us a wonderful planet to enjoy life and to live according to His riches of this world. God is my Planet Breather. Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe =D AMEN
Pictures are lame. I couldn't take nice pictures like anywhere cause it is just trees and logs. JUST TREES and LOGS. Of course the scenery was amazing but it was just GREEN everywhere. JUST GREEN. champion =D
Before going to the trip. LOOK at all the pigs sleeping hahaaa
All in all, the trip was enjoyable with all the cool people, funny people and awesome people.
I thank God for that. Contrary to popular belief, God has given us a wonderful planet to enjoy life and to live according to His riches of this world. God is my Planet Breather. Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe =D AMEN
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Beautiful DAy. Freedom
What a beautiful day. i have to say
Of all the things that always get in my way
I really want to share to you .buddyss and matess
That God always put his trust in me that flakes
GAHhh so randomm.BAHAahaa
1. My deferment exams i need to take are on December. I asked for special consideration and request since i've already booked my flight back to Penang. Thankfully, my course convener is kind enough to let me take the test next week after much persuasion since it is against the university policy. How cool is that!@#@ Thank you Jesus
2. I got a new pair of shoes for my early birthday. WOooohooo. ASICS baybehhhh
3. The parcel that my mum sent to me has finally reached after three staggering months .LOL
4. Thank God again for good friends. Seriously very caringg. I Love themm so muchhh =D
It was freedom that Christ has set us free
I'll always remember this. so TRUEEEeee
Freedom
Of all the things that always get in my way
I really want to share to you .buddyss and matess
That God always put his trust in me that flakes
GAHhh so randomm.BAHAahaa
1. My deferment exams i need to take are on December. I asked for special consideration and request since i've already booked my flight back to Penang. Thankfully, my course convener is kind enough to let me take the test next week after much persuasion since it is against the university policy. How cool is that!@#@ Thank you Jesus
2. I got a new pair of shoes for my early birthday. WOooohooo. ASICS baybehhhh
3. The parcel that my mum sent to me has finally reached after three staggering months .LOL
4. Thank God again for good friends. Seriously very caringg. I Love themm so muchhh =D
It was freedom that Christ has set us free
I'll always remember this. so TRUEEEeee
Freedom
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